Keijon’s DIary-爱的记忆

最近，天气很日。。。

最近，生活很闷。。。读书。。。

最近，木吉他坏了。。。

最近，很多人玩ｆａｃｅｂｏｏｋ．．．

最近，情人节过了。。。

最近，我廋了。。

最近，没有什么出去。。。

最近，睡很多觉。。。

最近，关心的人少了。。。

最近，你们怎么啦？

It’s been a while since i wrote my last blog…before i went Banting, before the chinese New year, and after i accidently broke my precious cactus into pieces…

Life was great when i was in Banting Hospital, Seafood everyday…

life was so easy, class in the morning, and rest in the afternoon, we have extra time for picnic, sports, mount climbing, sight seeing… I tot the posting was a torture being sent to such rural area, 1.5 hours from KL. But it ended up much better than what i imagined earlier.

Soon after my posting in Banting ended last friday, we packed our things and back to our Beloved UM…

back in my room, i finally noticed i found nothing to be missed out here except for the internet connection. The once “Ok” food provided in our hostel canteen “which included in our accomodation fees” suddenly become so awful…

Perhaps my taste buds getting more choosy …or the food is really sucks here…i wonder how i tolerate the food here for the passed 1.5 years since i back from Klang hospital…no to mention the food in Klang hospital Hostel. It was even worse back then.

Back in UM is not an easy life either, lots of pressure awaiting in front, including the coming MBBS final exam which schedule on March 23rd.

I have yet finished my Child growth study project where i’ve been assigned to a baby during my MBBS 3A posting in Klang, it was 2 years back. And guess what, he’s 2 years old now, and i visited him a few times only. The rest of the data was taken through phone.

I consider myself good enough coz some of them even fake their baby…hahaha…i wonder the existence of their “studied baby” in this world. No choice, it was such a sudden inform that we have to pass up in 1 week time, everyone is rushing it for the passed few days.

i also have to submit my pathology report on HPE report, cytology report for cervical cancer case, 2 transfusion medicine reports where 1 was my leukaemia patient and another was a surgical patient who undergo surgery last month. and another forensic medicine reports to report the post mortem findings and discussion on a patient who died from myocardial infarction( heart attack).

I had all of them finished in one week of time, but the forensic report was a last minute work. I just hope i did well enough.

Anyway, non of these are important anymore once i submitted all the reports to department.

what left is the coming MBBS final, where everyone is mourning everyday about the pressure and books they have to study, and also the expectation from our lecturers, who expect all of us have already met the houseman level during this moment…

i not sure which level i am…but i know i still not ready for this…

i can’t sleep well in the night, thinking of lots of problems happens recently…

yesterday night was the worse night ever, and i had palpitation after i woke up next day in the morning, skipped the early morning briefing about blood taking.

Am i going to skip for tomorrow’s blooding taking session as well? only god know.

rest well, god bless my friend.